Pengakuan

Yang disebut setiap kali aku bersujud;

Satu, Ibuku.

Dua, Keluargaku.

Tiga, Puluh(nya)

selebihnya untuk semesta..

*doa diorama hidup sisi a dan b (mengulang)

Mana Tempat Mainku Yang Dulu?!

Dulu rindang pohon disini dan datarannya pun hijau

Dulu banyak kuda liar disini dan tentunya hidup berlarian.

Dulu tak ada pohon toge besar disini, namun tumbuh bermanfaat.

yah.. itu dulu

sepuluh tahun yang lalu

waktu dimana menghabiskan hari dengan bermain

yang sekarang lain..

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terlalu banyak yang hilang untuk disebut...

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#savebandungutara

#lastdayswithmyride

#D4696DP

Ignorance

i leave it all

 

If I'm a bad person, you don't like me
Well, I guess I'll make my own way
It's a circle, a mean cycle
I can't excite you anymore

Where's your gavel? Your jury?
What's my offense this time?
You're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me
Well sentence me to another life.

Don't wanna hear your sad songs
I don't wanna feel your pain
When you swear it's all my fault
Cause you know we're not the same
No, we're not the same
No, well, we're not the same

We're the friends who stuck together,
We wrote our names in blood,
But I guess you can't accept that the change is good
It's good, it's good 

...

This is the best thing that could've happened;
Any longer and I wouldn't have made it
It's not a war, no, it's not a rapture
I'm just a person, but you can't take it

The same tricks that, that once fooled me
They won't get you anywhere
I'm not the same kid from your memory
Well, now I can fend for myself

Don't wanna hear your sad songs
I don't wanna feel your pain
When you swear it's all my fault
Cause you know we're not the same
No, we're not the same
No, well, we're not the same

Yeah, we used to stick together,
We wrote our names in blood,
But I guess you can't accept that the change is good
It's good, it's good

Well, you treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, Miss
I guess I'll go,
I best be on my way out 

 

Ignorance is your new best friend!

 

modified slightly from #paramore lyric

May you live to be 100 and may the last voice you hear be mine.

...

Pada hening dan sepi, aku bertanya
Dengan apa ku isi, detikku ini

Kerap datang rasa takut, menyusup di hati
Takut hidup ini tersisi oleh sia-sia

Tuhan kemana kami setelah ini
Adakah Engkau dengar doaku ini

(Detik - Iwan Abdulrachman, 1976)

...

Happy Birthday, Mom

Hopefully you will be happy up in heaven

Miss you more

Love always,

 :*

 (the most mischievous son)

 

Now the frosty stars are gone

...

I have watched them one by one,

Fading on the shores of dawn.

Round and full the glorious sun,

Walks with level step the spray,

Through his vestibule of day

 

There in the windy flood of morning
Longing lifted its weight from me,
Lost as a sob in the midst of cheering,
Swept as a sea-bird out to sea.

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Disini

Ibukota menjanjikan, tapi tidak menjadi obsesi untuk berlama-lama untuk tinggal. Disana tempat mencari uang, jika uang sudah ada, ya hijrah saja. Kecuali jika bisa singgah di hati yang jemu, dan bertemu orang yang lalu. ah sudahlah.

Ini asal-muasal saya, disini saya besar, disini saya belajar, dan berawal dari sini juga saya berjuang untuk tetap bernafas. Tak ada awan gelap panas, serta jeritan kendaraan dengan penunggang tak sabaran. Padi menguning saja tinggal ambil, tak perlu menanyakan nasi organik, hanya saja tak ada Ramen hehe. Cukup dengan tungku kayu bakar, sayuran segar dari kebun belakang, lauk dari kolam sebelah, dan jelaga di atap, lalu kenyanglah. Air jernih mengalir sesuka hati membagi siapa yang suka, batu dan tanah menjadi lintasan yang apik, dan keriangan pepohonan pun menambah akrab suasana. ah jadi ngantuk..

the long way

 

simple

colonial

time after time

in frame

right side

kite runner

absolote

older than me

the holy old

Thank you Dad, has been invited to stop in this place.

Makes me refresh, even if only for a moment. :)

because,
i live in a town that everyone claims to hate,
yet they never seem to leave...

only to be a ...

Life is full of lots of up and downs
But the distance feels further
When it’s headed for the ground
And there’s nothing more painful
Then to let your feelings take
You down

#tommypages